march 24th

e and i
after her work at 10 30 last night
snuck merlin"s gift over to him
(a magic blanket)
left it on the front porch
it was exciting to sneak in the dark
and almost too easy

we went to DQ for sundays with pecans

i kind of believe that i can only think outloud
and this outloud thought got said

"he is like merlin"
it gets too much
his feelings and other peoples feelings
it is just too much
and he gets mad
and after tries to find/make a reason for it

i dont know why at all
and its possible i am right/wrong

i remembered that
saying too
"an attack is a crying out for love"
and i wanted to write yet again
and say
its ok
its all ok
we just need to learn a new dance


and then i knew for merlin too
its ok
its all ok