i dont know why i am so embarrassed to admit my loneliness..... i am very lonely at times
it likely isnt good that i work at home either.
today downtown i ran into a lover .... not a boyfriend ... a lover
he was glad to see me and we chatted and he hugged me warmly
i told him that i had to move and he was sad
he has a girlfriend now... i asked about her.... shouldnt have
when we said goodbye
i was overcome with sadness
we dont feel that way about each other...so i dont know the reason for my sadness
later a couple of native guys said hello
one pointed to his friend telling me he was up for adoption
did i want to adopt him?
the other guy says dont
and they wander off
magee said once
some qoute maybe the buddha?
"we are all just trying too get thru"
aint that the truth
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i know that sadness. i call it 'shouldacouldawoulda'. and the blessing behind the woe is that you enjoy the good times twice as much. why do you have to move?
ReplyDeletePutting his companion up for adoption... heh... sweet.
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