i am on an internet dating site
have been for maybe 3 years
over that time i have changed my profile quite often
coming up with new fancy names and matching photos
or looking for love
or looking for lovers
i have made friends that i have never met
and lovers that i still see
and have fallen in love a couple times or more
the last man i "fell" for didnt work out
or maybe it worked out for as long as it was supposed to
it was funny because he had contacted me a year or so ago and i blew him off
and then when we met i really ended up liking him
we chatted once or twice about why i blew him off and i must say he remembered more than i did about that
so, yeah its sad for sure when one person wants one thing and the other person another
yet somehow
i really like that i met someone that i felt like that with
i know i will meet more men
and when i am ready and whoever he is is ready too
it will unfold
maybe it will be tomorrow
anyway looking over mens profiles lately i notice that there is a whole lot of description about what the woman they are looking for should be like
looks interests the whole thing
and
i wondered about that?
should i know more about what i want?
i laugh
and maybe to own lackings
i actually dont want to
i mean
its so cool to fall for someone that is totally different than i would imagine a man i would fall for would be
did anyone see the movie Shakepeare in Love?
remember the Geoffrey Rush character?
he would say he didnt know what was going to happen
because
its a mystery
that is how i feel these days
sometimes sad or even shattered
and
as well
enjoying the unfolding mystery
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I was just thinking yesterday that i should watch that movie again.
ReplyDeleteYou are game to do internet dating, i dont know that i would be brave enough to follow through with meeting people from on line xx
If they are so clear about what they want (looks, interests etc) then why are they alone?? I think the more specific we are about who/what we want in a relationship, the less likely we are to be happy with whoever we meet. They are setting themselves up with unrealistic expectations, and someone might try to *be* that person (instead of her own true self). What do I want most in a relationship? I want that person to be genuine, to be true to him/herself first and foremost. Not a fake.
ReplyDeleteI'm with Lisa; I think you are very brave! :)
You are brave and you come across with a wonderful energy of exploration...Tqake care of YOURSELF first and all will follow.
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Linda
I obviously cannot type. Sorry
ReplyDeleteyeh people tell me i am brave
ReplyDeletei am such an extrovert
i dont know any other way i laugh
"The unfolding mystery..." That certainly describes life and love. Hugs
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