Monday, March 23, 2009

shame

i am so ashamed to have trusted again

so ashamed when i knew his sting already

i wanted to believe in love over fear with him

yet as soon as i opened my heart he slashed it again
and i am still bleeding

5 comments:

  1. Did this just happen? You are not telling history? Who are you ashamed for? I hope you never feel ashamed for opening your heart and trusting someone. We should be able to believe in love.

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  2. {{{Lirio}}}
    My hope is this is history as Rachel asks...but if not I am so sorry that you are feeling this today (or any day) Shame is such a hurtful emotion (I know it well...)

    Your pictures above are so beautiful. I wish you felt inside the way I feel when I look at your art.

    If there is anything I can do, let me know.

    And yes, to Rachel, we should be able to believe in love...even through all the complexities of human emotions....

    Hugs.

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  3. I know this feeling all too well. I have found that I give my own trust and love too easily to those who don't deserve it, and not readily enough to those who do.

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  4. Glad you are feeling better, dear. On to bigger and better things, chuckle!

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